Wish :(

Its been 7 months yet still ugh. Why I need to get over him, at least he is my friend I don't know how I'd go without his sarcasm. I still love him but whatever he has her n Im just a friend. Its a good thing I guess because Im heading off to college soon n Im 2hrs away, so good thing he has her. It just hurts though but I'm glad he is happy n yet I still have him as a friend. Yet the memories are stuck in my head n I can't get them out, or even forget. They all atack me at night m I wish I could have him back but he is better off with her I remind myself everyday. :( Well its better now than later. I just hope I can get over him so I dont think of him everyday n wish I was with him.
My friend asked me the the day before the last day of school "u 2 going back out" n my reply was "i wish" of course with him out of ear shot. N sad thing its true I do wish but its not goin to happen.
He is better off.
:(