Thursday, August 2, 2012

My job/Family

I got a job about 3 weeks ago n well it's at a school n I got to clean it's only a summer job. Well the boss doesn't like family working together so he tries n makes it so we don't so me n my lil brother tends to get giped on hours n a different boss fights for us to work so were kinda like on call n we switch back n forth but the first 2 weeks they used us so we got good pay then n so far this week only worked once. Wish they could get this all situated cuz it seems to be all my family talks about is work n it's tiring n my mom comes home with headaches cuz of all the stress she gets cuz she is the team leader n tells us what we gotta do but I know how the headaches r. I kinda enjoy when I don't have to work cuz then I can see Jake if I want but my dad kinda had a talk with my cuz I went to hang out with him all of a sudden n it was 2 times only a week apart n he started thinking something but of course I said it's only to see friend but I believe he should know I still like him. Well no I dont like him I love him. :D

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

HIM :D

I haven't been on lately but I did get ungrounded a month maybe almost 2 months ago. Well I love going out to see Jake, he brings me much happiness I just hope I make him as happy as he makes me. I miss him when ever I'm not with him, n it can tend to scare me too, cuz of the fact tht I have no clue how long this will last. I just wish my parents would except him to be my boyfriend but like Jake says we need a genie, Lolz. I tend to find myself thinking about him alot. I love it when he plays with my hair n it weird but I like when he kisses my neck. I also tend to get scared cuz I never have felt the way I do towards him n with him. I believe this is what love feels like even though my parents would say "there's no such thing as teenagers in love they just think they are" n I get tired of it. Well anyways I'm happy with him but my parents won't be happy about tht cuz he isn't christian, how he dresses but I actually like it (I didn't say tht), n his background. Well u shouldn't judge people by any of tht stuff, Christian is just a label n how u dress is just the out look u need to get to know someone before u can dislike them n ur past is the past I don't look at ur past n go off it. I love Jake for who he is even though he is weird. :D